maybe its time to grow up?

I think I learnt to day I'm finaly going to have to grow up and relises that I'm no longer a kid, but there is stuff I need to do, I mean for the first time ever today I went swiming, kory came with me to help, and she was a great laugh, and I found out a bit about her past (she still doesn't say a lot, and she needs to smile more) Turns out she had a boyfriend or something before her mum turned up called zach, by the sounds of it he left her, or died, she hasn't told me

the other thing I'm thinking about is getting a part time job her on the island, yep I get some money of my mum to live off, and my dad gave me some on parents day and stuff, but if I'm going to be thinking about things, having my own money would be nice, especialy with jack and all

Yep, Jack, he's so much fun, and I love just hanging out with him, laughing at him being silly and stuff, its weird but I keep day dreaming about us when we are older with kids and a house and stuff, and it seems so far away but its something I want, and well as much as it scares me, sex is something that is going to happen, and well jack seems to be an expert, and I'm here not having a clue whats going on, in my big knickers and stuff

yep its so diffrent, to kori's thong, I've warn it a few times when I'm on my own (andy seems to spend more and more time down rabbit holes, and I seem to be spedning more and more time with jack and or kory, we hardly see each other anymore, other than when he teaches me magic. its weird cos I promised him I'd change him back, and yet I've spent no time serching for his cure at all since being here, which is why I came here, so I could learn more to help him)

My new tattoo continues to do its travels of my body, its become a bit of a game now, guessing where it will turn up next, and yep its a bit scary, still but I'm used to it, might have to talk to jack about it, obviously if I deside I'm ready to give everything to him (and I do want to, just weather I'm ready to do it now or not, I don't know, I love him so much, and I just hope he will wait for me to be ready, cos well I do want his kids, I do want to experience just the two of us lieing in bed together, nothing between us at all, I mean taking the pill is me obviously taking the first step, and well maybe me learning to swim is proving to my self, that the scary unknown I have to now explore, I can't just hide away in my own girly bubble, though doesn't mean I can't be girly, might have a film night this week maybe, I'll send the texts round now

love
meg

Me and Jack find a missing kori, and I take a bath in front of jack

sorry I've not blogged the last few days, been busy with class stuff and so wasn't much to report (other than telling you how hot Jack is, I must be text time like 100 times a day, he so funny though!)

anyway last night, was the single most scary night of my life, and also the most aquward (or it will be when jack wakes up and I have to talk to him)

Anyway it all started after my class yesterday when I relised I'd not seen kory in a few days, I'd been so busy with Jack I'd forgoten my best friend, so I tried ringing her, no answer

Getting board of waiting for her to reply I head over to her place and meet her big sister, and ask to see korys room- well I know I wasn't much in to posters but this girl has nothing, no books, no Tv, no computer, just a few pens and stuff, and her cloathing (including some very intresting knickers, there was almost nothing to them, would of left you bum no coverage what so ever and only the tinyest triangle of material on the front, nothing line my underwere)

anyway, me attempting to find clues doesn't work, so I deside to ask the cards and deal them out as per normal, to find out shes in a high place, with a magor change coming (though the death card always scares me I hate when I Draw that), and some how Jacks knows something, sounds good to me, so I ring him up and seconds later (no idea how he does it, must be part of his pure awesomeness) though kory sister and jacks brothers suposidly have a bad past

anyway I tell jack that kori somewhere high, and he desided to drop something on me, before he 'asked me out' he was sleeping with lots of other people, but hasn't been with anyone since we started. however once I get over the shock, it doesn't realy matter, as he stoped since we got together, I just hope he isn't expecting that from me, I mean, I love him and everything, but well I kind of want to settle down a bit before getting in to the hole kids/sex thing I mean having to go and get the pill now just incase I slip up is just embarsing (though it does wonders for the period!)

anyway we head out to the cliffs, when we see aroin flotating around, and heading towards him (having your own personal human grass hopper for transport is awesome) we see kory sat in the sand at the bottom on the cliff, getting down there, no problem with the human grass hopper

anyway we get down there, and kory looks in a bad way, it looks likes shes been crying for about 5 years and seeing my 'big sis' like that hurts almost as bad as when I though jack hated me, turns out she liked Mr.Callahan which is a bit scary and at this point Jack and Kory desided to have the worlds loudist shouting match, the two people I care most about on the island screaming at each other, and then there is a sound of someone hitting someone and then just breaks me, and I birst in to tears

The next bit is all a blur, all I rember is jack taking me home, undressing me (I don't have the composior to stop sobbing and stop him, I was just putty in his hands) and bathing me, while I sit there and let everything soak out of me, before jack puts me in bed, and begins to sing, and I must of fallen assleep there and then cos I don't rember anything else

I awake this morning, to find jack has sat there all night singing to me, suposidly he has the stamina to do that, I get tired after only missing 2 hours of my 8 hours a night, some people hay, anyway jack tells me its nothing to worry about, helping me recover from last night was more important to him than sex, which is great, cos he could of easly done it to me last night, and I couldn't of stopped him

He then heads off (busy supposedly, can't even stop for breakfast) leaving me to get ready and wondering what to do about kory

the hottest guy on the island skips asking me out

sorry this is a day late people, been kind of on a high the last 24 hours 

it started off with me sat in my occult class only for jack to walk in, and I start to hide, before relises I can't avoid him for ever, so after a bit of encouragement via text from kori I wander over to him and we exchange notes 

turns out he was just suppriesd in music, and actually likes spending time with me, not quite asking me out, but its a start 

anyway after the lession we both have a free so we head over to the combat area to chill out for a bit

anyway I try the spell my dad taught me, and once again it backfires and hits jack, though he seems compleatly unharmed, and shows of his sliky throwing skills, and offers to show me a bit of his magic, which is fine 

secons later, I'm in heaven, (do the gods still do heaven, no idea move on) as jack just kissed me and everything seems to come alive, all I can fell is his body close against mine, nothing else in the world matters but me and him for the next few seconds, then the contact breaks, 

Jack then teaches me how to fight for a bit (still not very good, only even up cutting up the tree behind jack with my cards) before he invites me round to his for a shower to clean up 

anyway he decides to show me his room, something supposedly no one else had seen (luck of the irish hay) and as we enter in I see its covered in old records like my mum has a few off- it turns out jacks in to music from the 1960s, which I think is awesome, reminds me of my mum back home 

anyway after a bit of dance and sing song (jack can realy pull some moves) we head out to the apollo (I'm a bit of an idiot and rember its named after his dad half way there, o and the apollo is a club that does an open mic night once a week I was planing on doing my first magic show there) when jack dieside to scoop me up and then jump, and I mean the guy can jump, its like flying but not kind of thing), it works for me, get to look up at the worlds most hansom guy for 5 mins 

We arrive and eat, before I go and do a solo for jack, and just as I finish he decides to join me, and we spend the rest of the night entaining the crowds before the place shuts at 11 

we then head back to mine to find out Andy is out off my uncle, supposedly seeing some lady rabbits, and minutes later he arrives, dragging his pounded body along the floor, like he normally does after one of his sessions so I scope him up and put him in the bath to aid his musles (he gets all ache the next morning if he isn't bathed after seeing the lady rabbits) allowing me and Jack to kiss the night away, I think his tongue discovered parts of mine I didn't know existed

see you later readers, meg  

my 'big sis' sorts me out

ow my head hurts, remind me never to do that again people

yep yesterday was intresting, started off with me avoiding jack and instead I bumped in to kori at the shooting range, she shows off her stuff (wow didn't realy girls were able to such a good shot) while I tell her whats going on, at which point she tells me I need to have a night out with her, cool, the coolest girl on the island is taking me out clubbing

so we start by going shoping, supposidly kori hasn't ever had her ear's pierced, and as my dad left me with some money, I offer to pay for us to have them pierced (still don't know what I was thinking, big needle side of head, ouchy enough said!)

anyway once we both have that done, Kori helps me buy some cloaths which is cool (well she picks, I buy, my dad gave me quite a lot of money, and kori has none being an orphan and all

Anyway we desided to split up cos I need to drop my stuff and and we both need to get changed, the problem is as soon as I get down to my underwear and then, something reminds me of jack and I break down and cry

The next thing I know is kori is sat next to me (dispight the fact I'm only in my underwere, honnest not a good look) and i'm crying all over her like some kind of baby (an even worse look) anyway she sorts me out and helps me get dressed (good she's here I fail at putting this kind of thing on)

Anyway after thats sorted, we head to the club via a slight diversion to the shooting range (kori forgot something) and do some dancing, which kori is great at (I wish she was my big sis she is so cool!) before someone touches me and I see some read headed girl who admins she's my sister tries to fell me up, which unervew me a lot, so I diside I need a drink

what happens next I've no idea, the next think I know is that I'm lieing on the floor or my hall way inches away from sick with a banging head ache and andy sat the other side of the sick tapping his foot

classes begin and I realise I'm just a huge fool, a big fat ugly fool

Why do I bother, the one guy I've ever loved, the one you could say, and I go and screw it up, no wonder I'm single, no wonder I've got no friends, no wonder my family dumped me here on this huge turtle in the sea, I hate the sea, and they still send me here, why am I even writing this blog, no one reads it, I'm just kidding my self, who wants to read about some stage magician who has two pervy rabbits, as fat as a pig, and as ugly.... well as some ugly thing.

yer it all started the day after parents day, I woke up to find my tattoo (which I'm dreading my mum finding out about, she'll kill me) had disappeared from my shoulder, then I went to shower, and well now changed to a different rabbit compleatly and sat just above my womanhood (not that its any use any more, no body loves me, why would anyone) which scares me slightly- so I go and see Mrs componen about it, her dad's thorth so she might know something about magic tattos, and well I don't fancy showing Harry, he would probibly get me done for starting a student, teacher relationships 

(ooc- insert the results of that when tabbith replys!!)

anyway I then go to music, class and well jack turns up, and well I desided to show him what I know (he's learning to play gitar, I sing and play piano) and once we finish, we deside to hang around a bit (as we are the only student in the class) only for andy (who seems to have picked up the courage to talk to everyone now) to anounce to Jack that I like him, which I kind of have to conferm, and well you can tell as soon as I say it, well he seems so shocked and against the idea, I've probibly should never speak to him again, the one guy on the island who seems normaly now thinks I'm some kind of stalkers 

so I'm sat here alone, no use to anyone, I'm just a waste of time and space, whats the point anymore

well that didn't go to plan

well today was parents day, and well dispight me looking forward to it, fate seemed to have other ideas

I started off by slightly oversleeping and was just waking up and sorting out andys cage, when there is a knock at my bedroom door (I don't wonder how said person got in to the house) and me still half asleep and still in my PJs deside to open the door, to find my dad standing there (and I mean the cool awesome god dad, not that paul isn't awesome, but hes only my step dad, and doesn't realy beat having a god for a parent, though having him actually around is usefull)

anyway he doesn't seem to mind I didn't get dressed before he came, so I chat to him for a bit before getting ready, though in my excitment Fate desided to give me its first kicking, not only do I forget to mension Dom, but I mension Jack 3 times in my excitment of seeing him and well being a god and all my dad picks up on it and asks, so I kind of have to tell him (I mean gods are super effective at reading lies right, though someone of them must be super effective at lieing.....wow it makes up mear scions seem so weak and feble compared to them)

anyway after slipping in to my normal jeans and a T-shirt we go make breckfast, Dad seems happy with me serving him coco pops and toast, though I do offer him the bacon, but he desides not to make me cook it, which is nice of him. though Fate then gives me the 2nd kicking off the day and I confuse getting laid with laying eggs, and so andy and my dad spend most of the morning laughing at me, just what I need, though what is some good news, my dad prefers me to date someone out side the panthion, saves me marrying someone thats related to me (suposidly thats happens a lot, might get andy to draw me a family tree, remind him that as my 1/2 brother he shouldn't be jumping down my top and pants)

o and at the point Dom shows up (his parent being dead, he must feel like a bit of a spair part) with wag (andy hids under the bed) and this walking bush called mint (turns out the herb was named after her, dispight the fact when in human form she looks about 8- yep she's a nymiph so can do both walking bush form and human, and well being in a male dominated norse dorm and all the girls seem to be much older than her, she asked to hang round with me, which is cool for our girly film nights)

anway we wonder arround a bit descussing stuff like my lectures before hearing the rest of the group is handing round for activities, which is cool we guess is cool, but fate disided to give me the 3rd kicking of the day, and I forgot to introduce my dad to everyone, so were all standing there chatting, and he is behind me wondering when I'm going to rember him which takes me a while

thankfull Dad doesn't seem to mind much and he jokes around with me and the rest of the group, that is until jack turns up and for some strange reasons I lose all confidence in talking to him, and go in to super nervous meg mode, which hasn't happened for a long time

anyway so soon as I fell like I might have to make up some excuss for leaving, my rescuer comes, though I never thought it would be korina, but she lands and we being chatting about stuff like her mum who supposidly had to leave

Anyway as litraliy mins after korina arrives, we get a mini earthquake thing and the greak, lord dead dude (I fail at names, and andy is reading a book somewhere) turns up with some cute looking 3 headed dog, well andy didn't like the earthquake, and he certianly didn't like the dog and so did his normal 'lets hide down meg's bra trick' to which almost as a reaction, I phycicly ask Jack for help, not relisesing he can't realy help with out putting his hands up my top, with my dad standing around e.g. fate kicking number 4

anyway kory at this point reveals that hadies is her dad, which is awesome in someways, having two godly parents rocks, though I'm pritty sure I'm only half god- well for the moment suposidly I've got to earn my full godhood/imortality

anyway at the point uncle Dagda turns up and desides to eat all the food before agreeing that if we don't eat pig for a year, he would toughen us up, which sounds good to me, I'm vegie anyway so I agree as do 1 or two others

anyway after about 10 mins of the group chatting, my dad takes me a side and gives me a hug before laying his hand on my sholder and saying a few words, and seconds later there is a rabbit tattoo on my right sholder blade, which is awesome, though a bit scary, I hope mum understands, its not like I ever planned to tattoo, I mean I've not even got my ears pierced

Anyway when I return jack has gone with the rest of the group, he didn't even rember me enough to send me a text...... does he love me or not??

o and anyway I wake up the next morning to find the tattoo gone..... maybe its all I dream I wonder, maybe jack doesn't think I'm a fool, like my dad and stuff


then I go to change out of my PJ bottoms and notice a pair of bunny ears sticking out of the top of them

wow the life of scions is busy, but fun

well since my last post I've flirted with Jack, started new classes, realized I loved Jack....o and Andy may have found a new rabbity girl friend (Yes Andy I'm going to tease you about it, you tease me about Jack all the time)

Anyway first up was the combat class with Harry, I went along hoping to spend time lying around with jack but he does his own thing, so I deside to have a word with Harry and he gives me a few tips but I still end up hitting the wall about 3 foot away rather than the target

anyway Dom suddenly comes over and he says he fells compled to go shopping by fate, and as Korina and  Tigre is busy, as the groups other big fate person he wants to come with him (plus he want to know me better) which works for me, Harry doesn't seem to mind we are leaving (I think dispight having a big hard look on the outside, I think he's a big soft on the inside, especialy towards Korina)

anyway Me and Dom have a chat about fate and his family (considering like 90% of them died in the titan wars) and turns out to be a nice guy, though does have some strange things and his eyes unerve me slightly but we turn up at this shop with an old woman sat in side, most of the stuff looks to be junk, and well on furter inspection turns out to be illusion putting me and Andy on our guards, but Dom ignores all this and starts saying he wants this band off the woman- she says he can have it, on the condition he takes the egg as well, double freeky in my view

anyway not only that the as soon as the he buys it, the guy turns in to loki, (how that work out I though he got a snake venom bath for the rest of time) and both and andy desides it time to be going, epecialy as its music class next

anyway I get there and start warming up my vocal cords (rember my mum is a singing teacher, she knows this stuff!) and half way though Jack turns up making my heart flutter and sending me compleatly off key (no idea what the teacher of the class though) and we start chatting and stuff again while waiting for the teacher to start,  I almost tell him I love him, but something stops me, maybe I should get him alone later possibly, or perhaps check with my dad first (more on that later)

anyway after an all singing, all dancing music class we move over to the home group where Andy meets a lady rabbit and by the sounds of it spends the entire session chating her up (to be honnest I spent most of it flerting with Jack so I can't say much)

at this point Mrs Compton that in the next few days there is a Parents Day, meaning our Godly parents, meaning I get to see Dad again, I wonder if he brings me any new exotic tricks for me to try.

Anyway see you later, by the time I report back I may have told Jack how I fell

Day 2 part 4: Things invade my shorts

yes seriously, both Andy and jack decided to have an explore of my shorts this evening, though more of that later

bacicly I return to the club with my magic kit and pirate gear and begin my show, with card tricks, making Andy disappear (a trick my dad taught me, supposedly I can hide anything small on my person including Andy well less disappear more he becomes invisible) before ending with the cut people in half trick, only I do it with my cutlass rather than a saw (well it is a pirate club so might as well)

anyway at this point Jake in becomes my 'plant' so I use him for the trick, only for him to decided to change it and have his shirt explode off him, not that it bothers me, I get to see more of his 6 pack

anyway we get a standing ovation, so while I go and get changed out of my pirate kit back in to my normal day clothing, (well other than wearing short, might as well show jack a bit of leg)  jack goes talking to the manager about 'payment' and bumps in to some Chinese guys who says there is a rival group or something selling dodgy meat on the docks, just were the others are heading

anyway jack tells me, and we desided to cut the night short and go and helps the other, if its a group of them the band might need back up (though I'm not quite sure how much help I'll be)

Anyway we arrive at the docks to find the group fighing for there lives against lots of undead things and andy does his normal scream thing, jumps on to my leg (luckly he picked the banaged one and clung on to that, rather than my leg) climed up in and then some how mannaged to attepmt to dive down the back of my shorts, the only thing is being denim there rather tight fitting so he gets his back legs traped and so I've got half a rabbit down the back of my shorts

while this is happening Jack decided to courageously (and stupidly) to wrestle this guy, and deside as much as I hate hurting people, Jack comes before the undead, so throw one of the throwing cards as my dad taugh me, only this time and the things leg hopeing to disract it so jack can finish it off

the problem is as soon as the card makes contact it expodes in to paper and ink, covering Jack head to toe (I think that counts as my 2nd kill, I'm not doing to bad I suppose)

anyway the rest of the group mannage to deal with the rest of the things, and so investigate while I try and get Andy out of my shots, only problem is he's wedged and I can't get at him, well not at least with out taking my shots off, which I'm not doing in public

So I desided to ask Jack to help me, but as I do so, I spot a symbol that my dad once showed me, something he said, that him and The Morigan have in common- The dead, which has Korins being happy

Anyway Jack then realises I've got a rabbit stuck down my skirt and decides to help get him out, not that I mind, and well as his hand brushes my bum, I get this shiver of pleasure run up me, and I get hot all over, I've never felt anything like it, the closest is the thrill I get being on stage preforming, but it was like the entire performance was concentrated in to a second visibly shaking me , and the best I can do is smile at him

any way while I'm trying to regain any though other than Jack Andy has looked at the symbol and confirmed it to do with the dead, specificity the Chinese and control of zombies and vampires, so Korins agrees to look after it for the time being, anyway we all deside to head back to get food and descuss whats going on, as well as allowing me to check andy hasn't ripped my knickers or anything.

anway better go, just bringing you up to speed while food is being made, suposidly the gods are coming to visit us soon, to see how we are doing, I'm looking forward to introducing my dad to Jack , hope he likes the Greeks, Cos I think I'm in love with this one

meg (and Andy somewhere, probably hiding cos he hates having baths)

Day 2 part 3 I decide to become vegetarian, but get to spend time with jack

Yes I'm giving up eating meat, today taught me that all sorts of things are eaten that shouldn't be eaten, and I'm not supporting things like other humans, dragons and stuff being killed for meat, so I'm not going to eat it any more, not after meeting the troll anyway (yes I meet a real life troll, and once again Andy decided to hide behind my leg)

Anyway after I go off upset again after this troll tried to sell us Bambi, Tigre and his 'pet' big jaguar came over and talked to me about it, and he is a really nice guy, he does some very strange stuff, mostly cos of his parents, but then again I did remember my dad telling me about some of the stuff the druids did, and well dancing round a rock nude before being tied to it, lots of men having sex with you, then someone slitting your throat as a sacrifice isn't exactly normal either.

anyway, he calms me down a bit and we return to the shop, only for jack to return, and me being a huge fool, throw my self on him, though I'm still not sure weather he likes me or not

anyway while me and Tigre were off talking turns out Harry, Korins and Dominic have found the butcher is being sold meat on the dockside, and we think it might be poisoned so we decided to split up, the most of the group will go to the docks to find the guy selling the meet, however Jack decides that someone at one of the clubs might know something and he suggest he goes there, and invites me along, now I've never been clubbing, but fighting some big nasty man, or spending then night with a guy so hot, he makes me weak at the knees just thinking about him, and better yet, he takes me shopping to by me clubbing gear, wow, seriously, lucky Irish or what!

anyway we get some stuff before heading over to his and getting changed, jack has got me this nice little top and skirt, which isn't too short, partly cos of my bandages (yep I borrowed some of jack's shorts so he could sort out my leg at the same time)

so off we wander down the promard, and I couldn't think of anything better, well perhaps when I learn to walk in heels, I don't know how people do it sober, never mind drunk"

anyway we turn up at this club, well its not your normal club straight away (as far as I know) as it looks like a pirate ship, and well I almost have a panic attack over the ship, but jack is so cool he manages to calm me down with out realising he is doing it

anyway we get to the club, and andy desided to sort out some deal with the owner right away, I put on a magic show and well we get free drinks, well he could of cleared it with me, but getting on stage and doing my stuff, whats not to love

so I run back to get my stuff, and what happend after that is in the next blog

yes me mannaged a hole blog post with out andy attacking me, or jumping down my top woot, which reminds me, where are you andy, you need a bath after were you went (find out what happened next blog)