Sorry for the wait

Sorry for the wait between the blogs, been very busy the last 3 months

Me and jack are coming on leaps and bounds, I'm spending 3-4 nights a week now round his place, sleeping on his floor, when not in his bed, with him, He has taught me so much, and I love him so, dispight a few issues that has arisen

The First problem is Jack's past, He isn't my age as I thought, but nearly double it, something to do with his dad is keeping him looking young, though it was a huge shock to me, we seem to have got over it, as well as the fact, that someone of the people he had sex with were men, however, he still loves me, and I've desided what ever the past did hold for Jack, what counts now is the present, and in present we are together

However this isn't as much of a problem as Kory, we han't talked since I argued with Jack about his age, well not properly at least, I thought she and him were having an afair but it turns out there related, trust the Greeks to cause family issues, so they see themselves as cousins, which is fine with me, I just wish Kory hadn't gone off in the way she did, she got drunk and then told me, that I'm to much for her, and I'm not worth the strain I'm putting her through at the moment, however that has hit me, and I've desided to do my best now to keep things grown up, and settled, I might not be fearless like Jack or Kory are, but I'll stick by them to the very end if needs be

Andy is still spenning most of his time reserching things, for the spell, he hasn't had much luck finding spell ingredents though, I keep offering to help him, but he tells me to get on with my work, or to go and see jack every time I try

Well thats it realy, I'm going to try and talk to kory hopefully this week, I miss her, and she is my best friend, and loseing her is hurting me as much as loseing jack did, even if it was only tempery

Day: I've lost count. A mushroom sorts my tattoo problem

sorry if my blogs are becoming more and more vairied in length and timing, what with my studies (3 essesy!!!!) hanging out with Andy and Kory and now harry (there a bit of an item but not everyone knows so hush) and if I'm not doing that I'm normaly round Jacks, that guy has got the worlds most amazing tongue ever,- but you don't need to know about that

anyway on with the life
We have been out on a 'hunting trip' for the last few days- part of it was to prove to my self that I'm no longer a wimpy little girl but a young woman, and partly cos Jack and Kory (and the rest of the group as well) are going so I'd be on my own if I didn't

So we spent a few days exploring, including finding a hot sping, which was cool, on the two times we went there, first time was with winter and Kory, which was cool just sitting and chatting with them which was a real laugh

the 2nd was with jack and I've never felt anything like it- 6months ago I'd scream if anyone saw an inch of my boobs, now kory has seen me in my underwear and jack has seen me nude, and I kind of like it, its like there is no barriers between us, you can't get any closer, and he is so gentle and yet so powerful, he is so perfect, and so I had to blert out to him that I'd drempt of having his kids, though not for a while, lets finish uni first and stuff and get married and get a nice little cottage together in a meddow and stuff, just the two of us, and we can lie in the meddow nude, looking up at the sky just me and him

[meg gets all soppy at this point so I'm taking over, while she daydreems- andy]
anyway the next day we turn up to camp and meg desides to wake everyone up, they would think its murder- luckaly for meg (I can immagine harry shooting her in the knee or something) kory turns up and shuts her up- turns out the rabbit tattoos are spreading there is now 3, wish they were real there are some super hot ones- they tend to be hotter on the more reveling parts of meg but anyway less of the perving on my 'sister'

Kory surestes getting in touch with my Dad- well I've already tried email, but kory surgests praying- though meg has to have it explain that its not just something muslims do, it more just speacking and hoping your dad's listnining

[and I'm back- yep I can carry on now andy I think you have scrached my keyboard enough]

yep so after kory sorts me out, they go out to track some lizzards, definatly not my skill area, so I desided to go in serch of jack and maybe do a bit of camp cleaning, only to bump in to winter and sort stuff out, she is actuall quite nice when her evil shaddow isn't arround (though don't tell her I said that, she can't know)

at this point jack shows up (she does his normal attempt to take him out fail-Andy) and we chat (she mean wimpering in to his chest-andy) for a bit before some massive mushroom woman turns up, and revials her self to be my dad's mum- e.g. my granny!!! (though supposidly it makes her sound old- then again she is a mushroom!)

anyway suposidly my dad heard my request and though he couldn't make it the mushroom could (hang on a second does that mean I've a 1/4 mushroom DNA?)

anyway she says she can stop the tattoo multiplying and moving, but fate might screw me over, and when trying to work it out jack desides to be unhelpfull and says its my dissision- and I stuggle to deside what colured socks to wear in the morning

anway I deside to go with it, and the mushroom touches my sholder and supposidly all the rabbits diesided to bounce along to my left sholder and sit on mushrooms drinking tea

at which point kory and the group run in retreating from some lizzard things- to which the mushroom helps out dealing with, while Jack and I run over to Dom who is looking on his last legs- jack does his first aid stuff, and well I try to help (mostly just by wishing jack luck, which triggers the luck spell, is there anything that doesn't!)

We then relise we need to leave due to the lizzards and so everyone starts packing up camp and heading back to uni- though I relised half way back I'd never botherd to put my top back on so am walking around in my swim suit but I don't think jack minded.

well better go its late and I don't like not being in my own bed at the best of times, so am tired, might go and me and kory have our underwear shopping list to organise and stuff, is it bad that the thought of me lieing on jack in a thong and skimpy bra exictes me? (YES-Andy)

Meg (and Andy)

maybe its time to grow up?

I think I learnt to day I'm finaly going to have to grow up and relises that I'm no longer a kid, but there is stuff I need to do, I mean for the first time ever today I went swiming, kory came with me to help, and she was a great laugh, and I found out a bit about her past (she still doesn't say a lot, and she needs to smile more) Turns out she had a boyfriend or something before her mum turned up called zach, by the sounds of it he left her, or died, she hasn't told me

the other thing I'm thinking about is getting a part time job her on the island, yep I get some money of my mum to live off, and my dad gave me some on parents day and stuff, but if I'm going to be thinking about things, having my own money would be nice, especialy with jack and all

Yep, Jack, he's so much fun, and I love just hanging out with him, laughing at him being silly and stuff, its weird but I keep day dreaming about us when we are older with kids and a house and stuff, and it seems so far away but its something I want, and well as much as it scares me, sex is something that is going to happen, and well jack seems to be an expert, and I'm here not having a clue whats going on, in my big knickers and stuff

yep its so diffrent, to kori's thong, I've warn it a few times when I'm on my own (andy seems to spend more and more time down rabbit holes, and I seem to be spedning more and more time with jack and or kory, we hardly see each other anymore, other than when he teaches me magic. its weird cos I promised him I'd change him back, and yet I've spent no time serching for his cure at all since being here, which is why I came here, so I could learn more to help him)

My new tattoo continues to do its travels of my body, its become a bit of a game now, guessing where it will turn up next, and yep its a bit scary, still but I'm used to it, might have to talk to jack about it, obviously if I deside I'm ready to give everything to him (and I do want to, just weather I'm ready to do it now or not, I don't know, I love him so much, and I just hope he will wait for me to be ready, cos well I do want his kids, I do want to experience just the two of us lieing in bed together, nothing between us at all, I mean taking the pill is me obviously taking the first step, and well maybe me learning to swim is proving to my self, that the scary unknown I have to now explore, I can't just hide away in my own girly bubble, though doesn't mean I can't be girly, might have a film night this week maybe, I'll send the texts round now

love
meg

Me and Jack find a missing kori, and I take a bath in front of jack

sorry I've not blogged the last few days, been busy with class stuff and so wasn't much to report (other than telling you how hot Jack is, I must be text time like 100 times a day, he so funny though!)

anyway last night, was the single most scary night of my life, and also the most aquward (or it will be when jack wakes up and I have to talk to him)

Anyway it all started after my class yesterday when I relised I'd not seen kory in a few days, I'd been so busy with Jack I'd forgoten my best friend, so I tried ringing her, no answer

Getting board of waiting for her to reply I head over to her place and meet her big sister, and ask to see korys room- well I know I wasn't much in to posters but this girl has nothing, no books, no Tv, no computer, just a few pens and stuff, and her cloathing (including some very intresting knickers, there was almost nothing to them, would of left you bum no coverage what so ever and only the tinyest triangle of material on the front, nothing line my underwere)

anyway, me attempting to find clues doesn't work, so I deside to ask the cards and deal them out as per normal, to find out shes in a high place, with a magor change coming (though the death card always scares me I hate when I Draw that), and some how Jacks knows something, sounds good to me, so I ring him up and seconds later (no idea how he does it, must be part of his pure awesomeness) though kory sister and jacks brothers suposidly have a bad past

anyway I tell jack that kori somewhere high, and he desided to drop something on me, before he 'asked me out' he was sleeping with lots of other people, but hasn't been with anyone since we started. however once I get over the shock, it doesn't realy matter, as he stoped since we got together, I just hope he isn't expecting that from me, I mean, I love him and everything, but well I kind of want to settle down a bit before getting in to the hole kids/sex thing I mean having to go and get the pill now just incase I slip up is just embarsing (though it does wonders for the period!)

anyway we head out to the cliffs, when we see aroin flotating around, and heading towards him (having your own personal human grass hopper for transport is awesome) we see kory sat in the sand at the bottom on the cliff, getting down there, no problem with the human grass hopper

anyway we get down there, and kory looks in a bad way, it looks likes shes been crying for about 5 years and seeing my 'big sis' like that hurts almost as bad as when I though jack hated me, turns out she liked Mr.Callahan which is a bit scary and at this point Jack and Kory desided to have the worlds loudist shouting match, the two people I care most about on the island screaming at each other, and then there is a sound of someone hitting someone and then just breaks me, and I birst in to tears

The next bit is all a blur, all I rember is jack taking me home, undressing me (I don't have the composior to stop sobbing and stop him, I was just putty in his hands) and bathing me, while I sit there and let everything soak out of me, before jack puts me in bed, and begins to sing, and I must of fallen assleep there and then cos I don't rember anything else

I awake this morning, to find jack has sat there all night singing to me, suposidly he has the stamina to do that, I get tired after only missing 2 hours of my 8 hours a night, some people hay, anyway jack tells me its nothing to worry about, helping me recover from last night was more important to him than sex, which is great, cos he could of easly done it to me last night, and I couldn't of stopped him

He then heads off (busy supposedly, can't even stop for breakfast) leaving me to get ready and wondering what to do about kory

the hottest guy on the island skips asking me out

sorry this is a day late people, been kind of on a high the last 24 hours 

it started off with me sat in my occult class only for jack to walk in, and I start to hide, before relises I can't avoid him for ever, so after a bit of encouragement via text from kori I wander over to him and we exchange notes 

turns out he was just suppriesd in music, and actually likes spending time with me, not quite asking me out, but its a start 

anyway after the lession we both have a free so we head over to the combat area to chill out for a bit

anyway I try the spell my dad taught me, and once again it backfires and hits jack, though he seems compleatly unharmed, and shows of his sliky throwing skills, and offers to show me a bit of his magic, which is fine 

secons later, I'm in heaven, (do the gods still do heaven, no idea move on) as jack just kissed me and everything seems to come alive, all I can fell is his body close against mine, nothing else in the world matters but me and him for the next few seconds, then the contact breaks, 

Jack then teaches me how to fight for a bit (still not very good, only even up cutting up the tree behind jack with my cards) before he invites me round to his for a shower to clean up 

anyway he decides to show me his room, something supposedly no one else had seen (luck of the irish hay) and as we enter in I see its covered in old records like my mum has a few off- it turns out jacks in to music from the 1960s, which I think is awesome, reminds me of my mum back home 

anyway after a bit of dance and sing song (jack can realy pull some moves) we head out to the apollo (I'm a bit of an idiot and rember its named after his dad half way there, o and the apollo is a club that does an open mic night once a week I was planing on doing my first magic show there) when jack dieside to scoop me up and then jump, and I mean the guy can jump, its like flying but not kind of thing), it works for me, get to look up at the worlds most hansom guy for 5 mins 

We arrive and eat, before I go and do a solo for jack, and just as I finish he decides to join me, and we spend the rest of the night entaining the crowds before the place shuts at 11 

we then head back to mine to find out Andy is out off my uncle, supposedly seeing some lady rabbits, and minutes later he arrives, dragging his pounded body along the floor, like he normally does after one of his sessions so I scope him up and put him in the bath to aid his musles (he gets all ache the next morning if he isn't bathed after seeing the lady rabbits) allowing me and Jack to kiss the night away, I think his tongue discovered parts of mine I didn't know existed

see you later readers, meg  

my 'big sis' sorts me out

ow my head hurts, remind me never to do that again people

yep yesterday was intresting, started off with me avoiding jack and instead I bumped in to kori at the shooting range, she shows off her stuff (wow didn't realy girls were able to such a good shot) while I tell her whats going on, at which point she tells me I need to have a night out with her, cool, the coolest girl on the island is taking me out clubbing

so we start by going shoping, supposidly kori hasn't ever had her ear's pierced, and as my dad left me with some money, I offer to pay for us to have them pierced (still don't know what I was thinking, big needle side of head, ouchy enough said!)

anyway once we both have that done, Kori helps me buy some cloaths which is cool (well she picks, I buy, my dad gave me quite a lot of money, and kori has none being an orphan and all

Anyway we desided to split up cos I need to drop my stuff and and we both need to get changed, the problem is as soon as I get down to my underwear and then, something reminds me of jack and I break down and cry

The next thing I know is kori is sat next to me (dispight the fact I'm only in my underwere, honnest not a good look) and i'm crying all over her like some kind of baby (an even worse look) anyway she sorts me out and helps me get dressed (good she's here I fail at putting this kind of thing on)

Anyway after thats sorted, we head to the club via a slight diversion to the shooting range (kori forgot something) and do some dancing, which kori is great at (I wish she was my big sis she is so cool!) before someone touches me and I see some read headed girl who admins she's my sister tries to fell me up, which unervew me a lot, so I diside I need a drink

what happens next I've no idea, the next think I know is that I'm lieing on the floor or my hall way inches away from sick with a banging head ache and andy sat the other side of the sick tapping his foot

classes begin and I realise I'm just a huge fool, a big fat ugly fool

Why do I bother, the one guy I've ever loved, the one you could say, and I go and screw it up, no wonder I'm single, no wonder I've got no friends, no wonder my family dumped me here on this huge turtle in the sea, I hate the sea, and they still send me here, why am I even writing this blog, no one reads it, I'm just kidding my self, who wants to read about some stage magician who has two pervy rabbits, as fat as a pig, and as ugly.... well as some ugly thing.

yer it all started the day after parents day, I woke up to find my tattoo (which I'm dreading my mum finding out about, she'll kill me) had disappeared from my shoulder, then I went to shower, and well now changed to a different rabbit compleatly and sat just above my womanhood (not that its any use any more, no body loves me, why would anyone) which scares me slightly- so I go and see Mrs componen about it, her dad's thorth so she might know something about magic tattos, and well I don't fancy showing Harry, he would probibly get me done for starting a student, teacher relationships 

(ooc- insert the results of that when tabbith replys!!)

anyway I then go to music, class and well jack turns up, and well I desided to show him what I know (he's learning to play gitar, I sing and play piano) and once we finish, we deside to hang around a bit (as we are the only student in the class) only for andy (who seems to have picked up the courage to talk to everyone now) to anounce to Jack that I like him, which I kind of have to conferm, and well you can tell as soon as I say it, well he seems so shocked and against the idea, I've probibly should never speak to him again, the one guy on the island who seems normaly now thinks I'm some kind of stalkers 

so I'm sat here alone, no use to anyone, I'm just a waste of time and space, whats the point anymore